and theres no one here but me

Thursday, April 26, 2007

IRONY
and life goes very well together. hurhurr

having a fucked up fellow IA student to work with in the same company is a joyous thing but at the same time TIRING. joyous cuz the more fucked up he is, the more superb i look. TIRING cuz the more fucked up he is, the more work i have to do.

my name was being called so many times i didnt even dare to put on my earpiece and blast my music. i was afraid i couldnt respond when my name was being called again. even when i was chewing on my cookie, i had to make sure i chew them FAST cuz who knows the next moment my supervisor will appear at my desk and it will be so paiseh to eat and not offer ;D yada yada

i so wanted to strangle that retard sitting at his usual place, palm on the mouse, clicking at some retarded websites. and guess what i saw? he even managed to complete the CONCLUSION of his IA report. helloexcuseme! im only at acknowledgement! thats the first bloody thing ive typed. this shows how free he is and how busy i am. you know it's sucha big joke. he is 24? but he doesnt even act like one. he has been thru army? no wonder they say army is the place where men become boys who act like they are men.

even his hair sucks. which guy in the right state of mind will have a half-fuck bangs that is mid way across his forehead?? i hope they grow right across his face so they can cover up his retarded face. the hair is not as bad as the face at least. BRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

such a tragedy. i cant believe that my IA is sucha tragic thing cuz i have to go thru the program with someone whom i cant click with for the next 2373827474 years. when i first started my IA, i actually pictureD myself with the fellow friend from ntu talking and laughing, having lunch together and even sharing our IA reports. Cover each other asses when we get scolded and scoring As eventually. WISHFUL THINKING. sometimes i just wonder issit cuz i think too much thats why God decided to just throw me something like this to bring me back to reality. not everyone is LUCKY.

with 30 working days away from the end of it all, i think i will miss going to the company. i dun miss seeing that retard obviously cuz when i step into the office, i just treat him as transparent. no one is happy with him. it's sad that even some of guys whom he thought are his working-buddies will say something negative behind his back. guys do gossip!

why will i miss something that im dying to get out from?

xoxo,amy11:02 PM

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