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Monday, August 21, 2006

IM SO IN LOVE WITH BLOUSES!
dunno why im so obsessed but seriously, ive already bought TWO tops online. one is a white blouse which i cant fit even if i lose 5kg and another one is a brown polka dot halter shirt with ruffles in front which i can fit if i lose 5kg. RARRR!!! i cant believe that ive gained so much WEIGHT after i stopped running since the end of 2005. so now im pretty much inspired to run again cuz im simply in love with this season's of empire-cut tops and mannish attire!! blouses, halter shirts, polka dotsssss... bring them to me babehhh! okay but lemme save some money first.

last night i couldnt sleep at all. maybe cuz this is the first time after 8mths that im sleeping alone in hall and the feeling sucks. little noises kept me awake thru out the night and i flipped around in bed for 1.5hrs, going to the toilet twice in that 1.5hrs and my mind was all about nothing but idiotic thoughts. finally i slept at 3plus after being tired from all those flipping arounds. hehhh.. terrible terrible. but luckily my roomie is back and i feel quite blessed that i have someone who is not weird nor irritating nor having disgusting habits. talk about single deluxe room, i rather have a roomie to bunk with :))

anyway i was pretty in a "courageous mood" today. i went over to a group of students from the country I and told them to shut up cuz they are talking very loudly in the library. i saw them tearing flyers for some fella who's running for student union and i find it absolutely ironic. and some people from the country C should learn how to talk softly too. either they are partly deaf or their hearing frequencies are 100decibles higher than normal human beings. i cant understand why they have to piss everyone off. it's a cold hard fact that they are not very welcomed here because even tho the government embraces them, thats the gov business. whether the locals truly welcome them is another issue and this thinking will not change just because the higher authorities say so.

i guess it's a sad thing. even when im badmouthing people in my own blog, i have to be wary of issues like slandering and racism etc etc. what i dun understand about the law is that why are they punishing people who are merely offering their own views in their OWN blog. theres a difference between broadcasting it and merely venting your frustrations in your OWN blog. how can we goddamn control the number of people reading my blog? it's not that i ask them to read it right?! they should only punish people who talks about it in main forum or broadcast it or something along that line.

xoxo,amy11:58 PM

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