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Monday, March 20, 2006

A sore eye, Gum infection and a Bang on the Head

well i have gum infections and the dentist gave me 4 injections and now i cant feel my lips/jaw. and i have sore eyes and i cant see properly and i banged my head against this low-lying wall. and the result? i sat down in the toilet and cried. not because the pain was unbearable. but rather i was feeling so fucked up and stressed.

i hate coming to school. but i have to come because i need to attend tutorials because they have to take down attendance. why cant ntu just think for all those people who are like me? why cant they understand that there are simple some people who doesnt like to go school?! cant they learn from nus and give us some webcasts to read? i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it. i hate ntu.

and the exams are coming in about 3 weeks' time and ive got nothing done. i wonder why did i let myself land up in this state?!

ive decided that my life is messed up enough so now im going to write down plans for the upcoming days and how im going to spend them. and im going to list down the things i need to do, things i need to get and things i need to replace etc. it's time i set everything right once again.

anyway i'll end off this post with a picture of nicole richie. i like this picture very much. dunno why but i feel lighthearted when i see this picture. i find it so natural, so carefree... i just wanna dance like theres no tomorrow too. :)

adios

xoxo,amy12:50 PM

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