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Tuesday, December 06, 2005

sometimes i wonder if success can also change someone's character. not to the better but to the worst. perhaps what they say is true. God gives u something and He will take something precious away from you. i believe all Man are created equal. like for example, i saw a malay old lady on a wheelchair selling tissues and pens for living at the underpass in northpoint. she only earns a small sum per day. thats her sad life. but from another point of view, she has her husband with her. be it rain or shine, the husband will stood by her. she has Love. on the other hand, successful people who earns more than 3000k per month, lives in condo and has a car. no financial problems at all but so what? bachelor with no woman to love but only prostitutes to fuck. life is lonely. pressure from boss, pressure of losing the job to fresh and more hardworking graduates...there are some who even need to seek psychological help.

well it's just about what u deem as more important in your life. i remembered wendy told me about 2 years ago when we were in nj, she said she wanna be a "xiao nu ren" (meaning just a simple woman who stands by her husband).i also wanna be a xiao nu ren. i want a loving husband to grow old with and kids to take care of us when we're old. you cant take money into your grave, so why bother who earns more just as long as we can get thru day by day with what we earn.

anyway ive got nothing to do during the holidays besides training and so everyday i stay in hall sleeping or using the internet and sometimes make some earrings to sell online to earn some quick bucks. not alot of money involved but still, it's very satisfying to see people appreciating your efforts. haha in the mean time, ive made some earrings out of boredom and anyway who's interested in them can sms me. im not selling on the con estilo website because i feel i dont have the capital to start the biz rolling as buying the materials in bulk all at once can be rather costly. so well a few to experiment with will be good. :)

xoxo,amy1:37 PM

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