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Tuesday, March 22, 2005
todae i watched a disgusting movie.
itx quite sad actually n i still cant get it outta my mind
de lead actress in de show is this damn young gurl from china n de thing is tt shesh under contract to work at this rural area
she thot she can go home soon buden de pple din let her go n shesh pining fer home
so she naively thot tt these men can help her to get de docs to go home. n she slept wif them. sorta like dey psycho her into sleeping with them lahs. n in de end she has a miscarriage i guess n de most absurd thing is tt even in de hospital, deres this guy entering her room n tried to get fresh wif her. but one thing good is that she has this old man wif her hu's trying to protect her. de old man is a social outcast hu works n stays wif her at de rural farm. buden he din really do much except to shoot her in de head in the end so as to end her tragic life. dats her wish to b dead also i guess.
watever it is..i juz feel dem strongly abt woman being raped, tortured by man. or those dat r forced into prostitution. n sumtimes it makes me wonder why does man focus so much on sex?! is dere no other things abt a woman to make dem excited except de sex part? r sex really so highly sought after by man? since ancient days to now, woman has always seen as a prized possession of man. WHY.
anyway i juz had my Cultural Night performance at some french club. de turn out was terrible but itx alright. i expect it in de first place. anw fer my solo piece i did a terrible job. i was trembling in de front part. chris told me he can hear me tremble lor....guanhua also said tt..boohoo so paiseh. de audiences muz b thinking im sucha lousy-easy-to-get-freaked-out gurl. haha even de backstage guy was laughing at my silliness. :( hahaa
anw dats all abt it. prob deres no more such performance aledy. i think i will miss hall x's sing n strum de most (among all my hall participations). hope i can get into hall13 nxt yr n room wif eat shit. bleahs. gd nite world
xoxo,amy1:47 AM
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