Wednesday, February 16, 2005
today's entry is totally dedicated to RACHEL BABEEEE!!!
why? cuz after reading her blog...ive got sumthing to say to her.
hey babe...
i wanna tell you that i love you. for being who you are. for being the big n girly n sweet n crazy n fun-loving n leon-fantasizing n pretty n hip n babelicious n funky n vintage looking mambo mama.
why did i type the word BIG in bold?
itx because it has always been one of your concern : your weight issue.
however, do u realise itx juz one adjective among all the others which describes you?
instead of focusing on all the positive comments about you, you got affected just by one word FAT/BIG/DUA JIAK or watever vocab u can think of. every of your friends, including me, loves you dearly. loves you for who you are. loves you for your personality. loves you for your craziness. 8129468091 people declare their love for you and a few fuckers say u suck. and you focus on those fuckers instead of de majority. are u being fair to yourself??
i believe in our life we must learn to be happy. to feel happiness. and to create them. God created you fer us. and He created us for you. do you know that since you appeared in my life, in every of your friend's life, you bring lotsa sunshine to us?? everytime i walk past hall6 i would turn and look at your room n i feel sumthing missing. you're very impt to me n impt to all ur frens n we do not wish to see u feeling so down. it hurts you. n it hurts us. where is the cute rachel yim? the one who laughs real loudly n hit me real hard on my arms? when i read your blog, i sense alot of sadness. n it makes me feel very sad too. i feel that i cant help u at all. i cant solve all ur probs fer u. buden wat i can do is to tell u how i feel about you. to make u feel good about yourself once again. to regain that confidence. to bring back the rachel yim we all always love. the one with lotsa crap. the one who eats alot with me. the one who i can share my big family bar of choc with. the one who always ask me go canteen2 to eat. the silly gurl who makes so much noise and the one who is the biggest fan of leon. and what u can do it to stop having negative thots. to bring yourself tgt again. and go thru watever shit bravely. n standing right behind u are all your darling frens.
go back to nike if you wanna cont playing netball. if your stamina is lousy then train again. there's nthg that u cant do. being lazy is an excuse. u juz need to regain the momentum. and at the same time, u can work it out and sweat all out and itx like killing two birds in one stone. dont keep thinking u cant make it. dun keep thinking itx impossible. put all these negative thots behind u. these thots r not gng to get u anywhere in life. focus on your desire within you. the desire to be the best on the court, the desire to do well once again.
luv luv, minyan
xoxo,amy10:33 PM
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