and theres no one here but me

Wednesday, July 14, 2004

sumtimes i feel like slapping myself fer being sucha insensitive freak. i'm like reflecting on my behavior n i think i seriously doesnt make a gd dotter. i'm like always outta de hse. i'm always spending money (sum of theirs n sum of mine) n i'm soooo like heck care abt de family. when i have pms i shoot back at dem..when i'm in gd mood den i tok more to dem. so wat de hell is wrong wif me?!

n i juz feel so frustrated tt we r not rich. no spending power. i got sorta irritated tt my mum doesnt have money to pay fer my sch fees. i'm NOT angry cuz shesh got no money buden itx simply bcuz i hate de idea of my parents working so hard n i'm spending their money n i cant contribute to de household income after i start studying.i read de book Rich Dad Poor Dad and i'm aware of being caught in de rat race buden itx juz so helpless cuz my parents will nvr get outta de rat race. i wanna earn lotsa money! n when i do i shall take gd care of my parents n buy lotsa aloe vera pdts to better their health so dey can b healthy when dey're old.

do i sound dem fake? i hope i dont cuz i'm actually serious abt wat i said abv. i'm not acting grt. i'm juz suddenly like woke up frm my slp n realise tt i shldnt behave like tis anymore. :)

xoxo,amy12:15 AM

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