and theres no one here but me

Monday, March 01, 2004

i guess i haven talked abt my work at marche at all
so heres sumthing to share abt my job
itx been a week aledy n well i'm DYING
yesh. i'm dying soon.
my head is spinning now
my legs r aching
my arms n shoulders as well
my whole body is not functioning well
lemme tell u..since mondae till todae (sundae)
i've been having ONE pathetic meal per day
n fer each meal i only ate BREAD.
letx take a day fer example...
i start work at 2pm so i hafa reach dere at 1.30
i left hse at 12.45 n b4 tt i actually woke up at 11.30am
so i skipped my breakfast n din have lunch cuz i'm aledy preparing to go to work.
y i slept till so late? cuz i nid plenty of slp to replenish my energy losses during de dae.
okays so i hafa stand n walk in n outta de washing area frm 2 - 10pm
with only tt 45mins break at 3.45pm fer my DINNER
yeahs...dats like lunch to u? well dats breakfast +lunch + dinner fer me
thankyouverymuch! :(
so i slogged till 10pm n finally make it home at 11pm.
i bathed n slacked ard n finally slept at 12 plus cuz of fatigue

do u noe tt u cant even stand dere in marche
u hafa be constantly walking ard to provide service fer pple
n DO U PPLE REALISE U ALL DUN PAY FER SERVICE CHRGE?!
so we're actually providing service fer free!
okays u all can complain tt de meal itself aint cheap so it compensates fer de service chrge aledy
buden harlow?! u shld noe tt service chrge goes to employEE while de daily earnings goes to de employER
so de service crew is at de losing end ritex?!
okays i hafa walk constantly ard n den in n out of de washing area fer dunno how many million timesn each time we hafa carry trays of used plates. mind you. one plate is aledy heavy enuff n we always hafa carry abt 10 plates wif de cutlery n bowls n everthing so u can carry up to abt 9kg worth of stuffs at once. i did weights during canoeing so i can roughly gauge de weight of de whole tray

so if u think office job is boring well hang on dere
cuz waitressing aint easy. i tot waitressing shld b fun until look at me now! i'm like dehydrating cuz u rarely get to drink water n let alone eating.
n i'm sooooo sorry to those pple whom i've smses during my break cuz well basically i eat ALONE since day one n only on ONE FINE DAE dat i've sumone sitting wif me. i'm like an outcast? i feel horrible. dey all have their clique n well mind you dere aint many singaporeans in marche. n oh~ i aint talking abt chinese u noe. chinese singaporeans r well..can b counted wif one hand. marche is a place full of malaysians n malays n filipinos. i cant clique wif dem cuz i've got nuthing to sae to them..perhaps only "u work until wat time todae?" n well sad to sae i'm considered an introvert dere lahs. i've becum sumone hu dun tok much. i juz merely trying to find pple to pei wo eat during my 45mins break also dun have. when my frens sae "can u accompany me....blahblahblah." i've always made it a point to go wif dem if i'm free buden when i juz ask pple hu r free at tt moment to eat wif me, wat dey tell me is "aiya eat alone den eat alone lahs...i also like that wat" i get real fed up.
YESH! i scared being alone cannot issit??
dowan den dowan lahs FUCKING BIG DEAL~
n lemme tell u this...now i enjoy eating alone. maybe a few months later u see me on de street n i aint waving n smilling to u pple out dere n pls dun blame me cuz ive been practising how to be lonely these few days.
thankyou i've said enuff. i'm tired.

xoxo,amy12:14 AM

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